waves of sleep crash against me. 

I dig deep into the sand every time i feel the weight of them collapse.

they 

wrap into me and flood my thoughts but exhale before they crest me completely. 

over and over like the fucking pacific. i feel seasick. just let me drown in you. low tide tonight. 

thanks for nothing. i am left shivering with the itchy grains of your face scratching the insides of my clinched eyelids. 

somebody take me out deep.