NO TELLING

she spends hours on her computer in

the summer. it’s too hot to sleep and

she’s been sleeping too much anyways.

the days slip past her with only half-

assed emotional breakdowns to mark

time. she watches movies about ugly

things coming up from deep inside people

and feels no fear. the next morning, she

wakes up early and masturbates. after,

she hears church bells, but has no idea

if it is sunday or not.